I am lost!

i am just working as a part time server
in a club..
and now this company are more concentrate
on full timer that part timer.
which means i am not entitled to work
more that 3 days a week..
wat sort of nonsense is this?
i am trying my best to find a new job
but the problem is wat job should i look for?
i have not much working experience and
i am not clear abt most of the job scope
there is too many path which allow me to move on
is there any idea which is the right path?
i wanna further my studies
but i plan not to spend any single cents of money from my parent
should i study full time ITE and work part time?
or
should i work full time and study part time?
i thot of studying private diploma?
but will the cert be useful for me in the future?
anyone, just anyone can guide me a path to move on?

i am just myself, no one will understand me more than i do..
Alphis~

2 1/2mth relation just vanish into darkness

alphis had a great memorise for the past 2 1/2 mth
and now he is back to single life again...
after he got into this job, he made a very big mistake
by not spending enough time to understand her well..
but he really got no choice..
although being in a relationship there is someone
will love and care for u, but without a stable finance
we are nth..
wat he expect from her is more courage and time
for just only this short period of time..
becoz he can't accept himself to eat instant noodle everyday again
with the money he have during his ns pay.
everything is already too late..
but no matter how decision is already made with no regret..
he believe everyone will make the same decision as him
if they know and understand his situation now..

msg for sheraldine:
although we dun have the fate to be together now..
but i still hope u are still doing fine out there..
i really appreciate the time we been thru..
i am SORRY to break heart.
no matter how we are still fren right?
remember we can't club together in the past
but not now..
u should get wat i mean.. =P
i will try to make myself free this weekend
for my PIZZA..
and ya, u are the best ex gf i ever had..
*WINK*