lot of joy and question

Feeling so dry recently
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i dunno how come i spend my money so fast..
issit on food or fun?
i had quitted smoking and yet still got not enough money to spend?
this is the part i find it really weird..
lots of question marks above my head right now...
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Recently i had learnt how to played this game Left 4 Dead...
its a really very interesting game..
just love to become "infected" lol...
although i find myself abit slow becoz ppl had already started this game long ago
but there is still numbers of ppl playing this game right now...
so is ok la hur...
just can't stop myself from going to lan shop..

CLUB CLUB CLUB
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i am on my way back to club...
and yes this coming sat i will be heading down to powerhse..
anyone interested just drop me a msg here or give me a call..

Is this abuse or is this love?
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few days back i was asking myself this
y do ppl in relationship disallow/afraid their love one go out with their own fren?
be it is a male or female.. they are just fren..
if those fren is really from bad company then they are not ur fren..
but y ppl always give this excuse if they can't meet up?

Example:
My bf dun allow me to go becoz he dun allow me to contact guys and hang out with guys.
or
I can't go clubbing becoz my gf dun allow..

this are all fucking craps..
since both of u had already in this in this relationship den y the trust is still not there?
does jealousy really hunting u that much?
if u can't tolerate ur love one go out with their opposite sex fren..
y not just lock him/her at home.. so that he/she cannot go around flirting someone else..